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Fermius Firefly

A Dream Log, whenever I remember the dreams I've had.

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Fermius is a pen name drawn from a series of short fiction I wrote when I published the small press magazine Stellanova (on paper.) I play RPG games to escape from my daily grind as a technology wage slave for the state of California. I eat out a lot in order to do my part in supporting our increasingly service level economy. I am butler to 2 feline masters. If you ask them they will tell you I'm not very good at it, late with dinner, don't have enough hands with brushes in them, and sometimes I even lock them out of their office.

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

Dreaming Of Missing N

I awoke feeling sad, sad to the point of tears. The narrow bed was lonely and cold, the thin blankets not enough to keep me warm and there was not a cat to be found. I got out of bed and looked across the dry rocky back yard. I missed N fiercely, and there was nothing to be done for it. I sobbed a bit, then watched the few stars that could be seen through the haze. I wondered when I would finally make it through a night without thinking of N. My parent's back yard held no answers.
Then I awoke for real, in my (formerly our) bed, surrounded by cats who were all tucked in close trying to stay warm. I still missed N and was still sad, and I still wondered how long before I can sleep through a whole night without thinking of her.

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